So, i just really feel like venting before I go out with my friends tonight so that I don't appear to be all pissed off to them...anyway, I've always been considered wierd because I take a lot of pictures...I have an 8gp card, so I can hold about 2500 pics at a time, so i'm always snapping off pics...and before I've been into anatomy and the human form, which isnt wierd here in the online artist community but in my offline real community, aka school, i'm considered wierd for wanting to know the names of muscles and how they work and things like that...but I haven't asked anybody to sit for me recently like that...lately i've been taking a lot of sports pics for school and stuff, and when I would go to track meets, this one kid would see me holding my camera and go "hey, dave, take a picture," and he would strike the same pose every time...so when the track season was over I was left with about 20 or so pics of this kid doing the same pose every time...so I uploaded them to an album on facebook thinking that it was funny that I just ended up with all these pics of this kid from diff meets, etc...but someone who I thought I was close to came up to my sister and said, "why does he have that album up? it's kinda wierd..." and my mom had to tell me this on the same day that I had a photo shoot...I ended up doing the shoot and stuff, but I felt bad because the shoot was with the same kid that I had an entire album up of...if you've seen my gallery, its nick, just fyi...it just seems that everyone is ashamed of the work I do, even my family because no one ever stands up for me, like my sister...she thinks that my photography is creepy...it just kills me that the only place that I can see other art, etc is via the internet...and the shoots that I'm doing now are typically for senior pictures, which aren't wierd! I actually take my models places so that their senior pics don't turn out cliche like mine did! It's not wierd, it's not wierd, it's not wierd, and no matter how many times I tell myself that I just still feel bad...I never meant to come off that way, ever...and the reason that I had the shoot with nick and scott and lauren was because some parents have asked to see some previous work, but the only senior pic shoot i'd done is with the first lauren from my gallery...i just felt that i needed practice before someone paid me to do their senior pics...how is that wierd? i am just so pissed right now, i just wish there was some magical village where only photographers lived and I could go live there with people who were just like me...well, if you actually made it all the way through this, bless you! its just a random rant that i needed to do to vent, so now i'm going out with my best friends to see a movie...have a nice evening and happy fathers day, etc. etc...